whatever comes our way

Another new years come and gone. Another year of uncomfortable looks across the living room , smiling for our girls and acting as naturally happy as we’re physically able. All while you’ve been sleeping on the couch for the last year and we don’t know how to be around each other. I’ve thought and prayed long and hard on this and have come to a decision , one that has not been easy to make nor did I lack in trying to fix and pick up pieces to try and fix whatever’s left between us. But you don’t seem to care. You think I’ll just stay forever no matter what kind of damage you do to me. But I know who I am! Not in myself but I’m my Father ! He does not say that I have to stay under all and any circumstances. In fact , he says that if you’ve made all the plans to help the person out (go see multiple pastors, talk to friends and family) and is STILL rejected, then to distance yourself from that person. If that person REPEATEDLY hurts you while knowing it’s hurting you incredibly bad then REMOVE YOURSELF. And that is where we are at. This new years going to look alot different but I know I won’t be doing any of it alone. Gods by my side, his Holy Spirit will speak, guide, and help me as I need it. God is good , ALL the time.