trapped

She lays there, trapped in the cycle of her thoughts that won’t allow her to let them go. Going over and over on the pain of being trapped there. She notices he climbs into bed behind her. As she’s asleep , her body recognizes his presence and tightens up. He wraps his arm around her waist , feeling her legs and backside. She knows what is coming and knows there’s nothing she can do to stop it because her body is now frozen in fear. He slides her pants down that she had put on on purpose hoping it would deter him. Putting his hand between her legs , moving her onto her back. She is so scared , and heart broken once again as her tears come rolling down. As she’s trapped inside her body unable to scream. He pulls down his pants, inserting himself into her. Moving her legs and body as it suits him. As if she were a lifeless body. The fear is overwhelming . He finishes inside and on her. Pulling up his pants , he takes the blanket and wipes his fluid off of her motionless body. Pulling her pants back up , sliding her in close and he falls asleep , relaxed and released while breathing on her cheek. She lays there for hours , terrified of waking up. Terrified of returning to normal in the morning as if nothing had just happened. As if she didn’t just want to die.
The sun comes , and just as she feared , he greats her with a smile and good morning. This would be her ‘normal’ for the next 10 years. With no escape , with no way out. All while playing this game of house , and as always greeting me each morning with a smile.