I don’t know.

I don’t know how to except and give love the right way.

I don’t feel the need to text and call everyday, I don’t feel the need to kiss and hug and hold hands all the time.

You do and I don’t know how to give that to you. To give you what you really deserve.

I can’t drag you down with me. There are too many things I don’t know about myself and honestly that scares me. It’s going to be a long and hard road and it’s going to take time to figure everything out. I need to make sure I’m doing the best I can And I just don’t know how to do that with you in my life, without making you feel less then you are or not loved. It breaks my heart completely just thinking about my life without you in it but I know it’s something I have to do. For myself and for my daughter.

You truly made my world a better place. You made my heart beat double time still just thinking about you. You are so good and I cannot ruin that. Not again. You need to be free and find someone that’s going to do all the things you need and start your life right.

This is for sure the hardest thing I’ve done in a long time and I hate that I have to. But I can’t bring you down. Not any more. You deserve so much better then I can give you. You deserve the world.

You blow me away and always will.

You make me want to be better and do better. And you made me see how I can be and I don’t want to be that anymore so I’m going to fix myself. And it’s all because of you. You made me see.

Its everything to me.

You are amazing. Your kind and genuine. And your heart is full of love to give. You have changed my life in so many ways. I will forever be grateful for this relationship/friendship we had and I hope one day we can have that again.

I pray you’ll find that person that God has made specially for you. That will give you everything and more. I pray you find happiness. That’s all I ever wanted for you.