You.

There’s something about you that i can not figure out. Something ive always seen just never thought anything of it. Something i fell in love with many years ago. Growing up the way i did, i had no idea what to except for my life. I didn’t know where i was going to go or what i wanted to do, but then i seen you. You cool guy that thought he was all that and a bag of chips, the guy that always tried to show off to impress, but you never needed any of that. You have something about you that makes you so special and me crazy, you make me mad and happy at the same time. I never fully knew how to handle you. I had never met anyone like you. So perfectly imperfect but yet trying to prove himself to everyone even though you wouldn’t have to because inside your beautiful. You’ve been bruised, hurt, told you wouldn’t succeed to anything, that your a screw up. But i see YOU. I see your willingness to help out whenever possible, i see your side that wants to love so badly but you cant let yourself be too vulnerable or someone might hurt you again. You act like the toughest guy in the room but all you really want is to be seen. You want to show them that you do have it but your too scared. Well baby, i see you. I see how you feel and i love every single thing about you. I see all your imperfections right along with mine because we’re human. You have something about you that i love to dearly when i go without it for too long i feel like i’m going thirsty, and my stomach starts to hurt. You kick me out of my comfort zone almost everyday, you embarrass me, you make me laugh, you make me go for the thing i dont think is possible. You changed my world. Yes we’ve both messed up but you, you were my beginning and you’ll always be my end. I love you more than words can say. God opened up my heart to love you and i know without a shadow of a doubt that i’m exactly where i need to be. i will love you until God takes my last breath. You’ve given me more than i could have ever dreamed of and i cannot wait to see what comes with every tomorrow we are given.

God made you in his hands, he made you exactly how he wanted you. He didn’t mess up, not in any way. You were made for a reason, and i know you are going to do incredible things with Jesus by your side and hopefully me as well. If something hard comes your way, i pray you will be okay and not let it take you down. I pray you continue to talk about Jesus and live every single day like its your last. Forever baby.